nahukay ko sa baul ng JPCS-MIT...
pinasa ko itong auto biography na ito para makakuha ng pirma...
anak ng teteng...
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Last night, I was looking at the mirror, talking to my reflection, asking myself, “What should I write? Autobiography? What? How should I describe myself?”. My mind was confused, thinking of what to say, as I started banging my head on my pillow, my reflection suddenly spoke, “You do not know yourself? What kind of guy are you?”. I glanced at my mirror, and was shocked with what I saw. Ten
reflections of myself were there, one of those is my true reflection. Now I began to see myself.
To most people, I’m just a big fat guy walking around like a stupid freak who acts weird and all. I’m San Diego, Reuben James V. San Diego (James Bond Style), a 5-foot, 9-inch tall, 85-kilo guy who loves playing with any entertainment system I can find. Physically, this 17-year old white guy who prefers short hair, has an elderly look hands, chubby cheeks, kirat na mata, and a egg-like head, seems to be just another normal teenager. But inside me, there are 9 personalities, each of which contributes a quality of my true self.
Codename: Megaman (from the longest running adventure game of the same title by CAPCOM). The mature type. He is very optimistic, for he can turn problems into solutions, weaknesses into strengths, failure into success. He always looked at the positive side of every negative event, and never takes things for granted. He never liked the scene of fighting friends, plastikan, tsismis, and anything negative. He is a one of a kind man, matured, sophisticated, God-fearing, and wise.
Callsign: Giedonas (from my surname San Diego; from the ’99 Christmas party name meaning, “The General”). The leader type. His empowering voice makes his members follow his polite commands. He knows how to take care of his member’s feelings, and treats everyone evenly. His knowledge makes his members believe in his abilities. He is one unique leader, disciplined, clever.
Penname: Genasoid (from my surname, San Diego; means “The Creature”). The poet type. Though he is not good with arts, his writing abilities compensate the needs of his imagination. Nothing much about this persona except for his dreams and fantasies.
Screenname: Genosaid (from my surname, San Diego; means “Death”). The player type. A computer game addict in the making, this guy loves to play fighting, strategy, and RPG games. He can stay awake for 48 hours, just to be able to play his computer. A negative persona, in the sense that it usually forgets his studies, health, family, and even loved ones just because of his computer. In
this persona, the computer is his girlfriend.
Alias: “Element_Real” (from the mathematics subject where: x is an element of real). The pa-cute type. His sense of humor, galing sa pambobola, respect, kindness, and gentlemanly manners contributes to his pogi points. His female friends always loved his innocent smile, rosy cheeks, at yung nawawalang mata pag tumawa ng tenor. And sometimes, his ultra bass voice adds a little charm to his looks. Though he seems cool to female friends (and gay too, right!), his heart is always lonely. He never was successful with girls for these girls always wanted “bad guys”, the one who looked cool, has a car, is rich, maporma, mayabang, maraming kakilala, madiskarte (in what way? kalokohan?!), lasingero, in short, PLAYERS!!! Yup, and this serious girl…nah, never mind.
A.K.A.: Ultimatum (from the series, Final Fantasy, Ultima Weapon). The adventurer type. Aside from his love for traveling (by any means: jeep, bus, walking, etc.), he takes care of nature too. As long as he can’t see a trash can, he will never throw that garbage away anywhere else. Nothing much about this guy, it’s just that traveling is his past time.
B.K.A.: Double_Helix (from Brunswick’s spare ball of the same name). The athletic type. He is concerned with his health and physical capabilities. He loves playing bowling and billiard, but bowling is closest to his heart, for it is his sport. He became a member of the Philippine Youth Training Pool three times. He is really good at this sport, but he was never contented with his abilities, for he can see that something can still be improved. His sportsmanship, discipline,
perseverance, and patience, is always seen every time he plays. For him, there are no games, just sports.
S.K.A.: Pugz (from the kwek-kwek vendors and 1st year block mates; special MIT name; literally means “pugo”). The childish type. The worst persona in the making, he actually acts like a child! That’s it! You know, the one who thinks everything is hard, is good in teasing other while in contrary, he gets upset so easily, one who seems not to know what is right and what is wrong, irresponsible, and the worst of all, acts like an idiot. Aside from these childish acts, he is fond of cursing others, boasting himself, getting attention of everyone vulgarly, lying, and saying dirty and bad words. He is a dependent person, lazy, and a genuine snobbish guy.
O.K.A.: “G” (from Shadow Skill; where G is the 7th letter of the alphabet meaning “The Strongest”, wherein 7 is my favorite number). The outgoing type. He knows how to get along with people and appreciates other people’s habits and customs. He loves music, parties, gatherings and movies.
Nickname: RJVSD. The real one. Now this is me, the real me, now I’m talking. At least one characteristic of each personality is seen in the real me, and yes, including the negative ones. For most of my friends, I seem to be mature, pretending to know how to handle life, how to view things positively, how to be a family man…yet, deep inside, I am but a child, a child who needs love from someone…someone so close to my heart. I myself can’t handle that single problem. Yes, I know how to handle different aspects of my life, yet on that perspective…the love perspective, I’m helpless.
Each personality could have explained what I really am. But I am not what I am today if not because of that certain girl. She is the reason why RJ is RJ. Until now, she still serves as my inspiration, even though she is far away…loving someone else.
I’m really such a weirdo! After typing all this, I just realized, “Ano ba to? Maalaala…?”. Yeah, yeah, my favorite color is black and the navy blue-blood red combination, food is sinigang na baboy, music is ballads and the senti, hobbies are sleeping and eating, philosophy is “Less is More”, etc. I always wanted to be “the unusual” in everything that I do and everything I have (this autobio is one proof)But still, I’d rather prefer this weird presentation of myself; one true story of what makes the real Reuben James V. San Diego.
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syempre hindi na updated yung mga nakalagay dyan...hindi na totoo lahat...
wala lang...naaaliw lang ako...
ganito pala talaga ako ka weird? taragis...
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